support

we started talking.. but somehow it doesnt feel the same.. u dont talk much and dont have much to say.. ur reason is that I will become the weird neeraj I was a couple weeks back! hmm.. I guess ur right to some extent.. I still do depend on u.. feel like talking to u the whole day.. I dont know if the feeling is friendship or something else..

I am trying to move on.. and somewhat I have.. I dont feel jealous anymore.. and I am actually happy for you and your future relation.. thats not the problem.. the problem is that I am kinda scared about my own life.. not even about my love life.. but just life in general.. and I really need a friend, someone to talk to.. this place is actually depressing.. my roommates are full of shittt.. and i dont have any friends to talk to.. I am trying to make new friends and socialize, but its turning out to be a damn slow process.. hmm.. the food is badd.. weather is depressing (today sunset at 4pm!!).. work load is too highh.. and when all these reasons add up, it makes me kinda weak.. anyways.. my conclusion: i have gone thru hell several times before.. I will get through this one as well.. whether I get support or not..