heart pains

you have stopped talking to me.. the feeling is soo acrid that I cannot even describe it.. i am here for the past couple days doing nothing but just wondering, thinking about god knows whattt.. I dont get thirsty or hungry.. whenever I try to sleep, my heart aces likes crazy.. dont feel like cooking, showering, going out, watching a movie.. nothing.. its like I have become a soul-less body that has no idea what the hell to do.. like a trapped, powerless ghost who has to leave this realm but doesnt want to.. i feel soo stuck and suffocated.. the feeling is so intense that i cant even explain it..... :(

Ever wondered what people mean when they say their "heart pains"? .. i have found out.. its happening for the past two days everytime I think about u.. u know, it actually physically pains.. I never thought such a thing could happen and always laughed at it.. how can there be pain in heart? its an involuntary muscle! .. but it truly happens.. it doesnt last long, just a second perhaps.. but just that second takes the air out of you.. haiii.. i guess its cuz of the realization that i have totally lost u.. u aint talking to me :( .. its too much for my heart to take... somebody help me :'(