watering eyes

Its cold these days.. my eyes start watering whenever I go outside.. the funny part is, at times I dont realize whether I am actually crying or its just the cold :'(

Today is the fifth day since you have stopped talking to me.. y muniaa? baat hi karna band kar diya? .. kitna saat diya hai yaar.. kya kya nahi dekha saath me.. and it boils down to nothingg..? I dont want to believe that.. I never gave up on u as a person.. then yy? haii.. I cant believe I am fighting for our friendship.. I always thought that it is one thing that we will always always have... The fact that u r not talking to me proves only two things: either i have become a degrading unimportant person in ur life or u started believing in "friendship between ex is bullshit".. I dont want to believe in either of them... please dont make me munia...

the days u dont talk to me go by sooo slow.. I have nothing much to do, no one to talk to .. I just sit here in front of my computer.. thinkingg, remembering, regretting..

Had a weird dream today.. I was in the Kothrud flat.. someone rang the bell.. and as soon as I opened the door, I got shot.. I fell to the floor.. in came this female assassin or something with a gun in her hand.. I was not dead, so she shot me twice more near my neck.. I still wasnt dead, just lying down... after some time, she came and pressed down on my wounds with her foot.. I could somewhat feel the pain and was going unconscious.. And just as I thought I was going to die, I suddenly got up with a jerk.. Weird it was..

I was late for college... and when i went down, i found my cycle tire flat! haii.. jindigi barbaad haii...