mind of your own

just came back from swimming n sauna.. tiredd..

today i talked to u and it soo didnt feel the same prachi that i use to know.. howww? kya bhooth chad jata hai tumko achanak?! i dunno if its good or bad, u have just changed and ur changing! ur enjoying attention just like any other girl, and congrats, there will be thousands of guys waiting in line to give u that attention.. i dont know what you want in life.. if u think ur enjoying, thats great.. i am happy for you :)

anyways.. I tried telling u that its not too late for us and we can still be together.. i guess if u loved me, u would have come back by now.. but i think u have a mind of ur own.. just wanted to say that, its sooo much better and happier to always be with your first love.. trust me on that.. u will figure that out soon enough.. as for me, I have decided, m gna stop holding on to something that is seriously not even there.. The way i keep trying, it eats my soul away.. it takes too much out of me.. and i cant keep doing that.. i pray for you..

muniaaraaam hai.. may u alwaysss find happiness :) .. my heart will always wish for the best in life for you :)